Phew! With the kids back at school, the house is quiet once again. I can sit down and THINK!
You know, HAVE THOUGHTS!
These last few weeks have been a bit chaotic.
1) My computer hard drive crashed and was told by a Mac guy that “it was cactus”. I lost 6 months of photos, emails, contacts, documents and development work. I was DEVASTATED!
I had a moment where I closed my yes, squeezed the bridge of my nose between my thumb and finger… and instead of letting out a string of curses, screams and tears, I just sighed “Aaaaaah craaaap!” Things could have been worse.
It turns out that I found most of my photos, which were still on my cameras (thank goodness!), my emails and contacts were backed up on my server (such a blessing!) and most of my recent documents were not super critical (phew!).
I did lose 6 months of blog development work, which was – honestly – only 4 months of full time work, and if I really thought about it… it wouldn’t be difficult to redo.
THAT’S WHAT I’M TRYING TO TELL MYSELF! TRYING TO STAY POSITIVE!
2) A few weeks ago, I went for my regular pap test and my doctor gave me an ALL OVER check up.
She found a small lump on my breast and sent me to get a mammogram and ultrasound.
I knew my boobs and didn’t think the lump was anything unusual, but it was a lump nonetheless.
Yeah, there was a little bit of uncertainty at the back of my mind. A niggly, unsettling thought of what if?
I didn’t entertain that thought though. I just went ahead, had the test and waited for the results.
The results were all clear. Everything is all good.
I’ll go into a bit more detail in another blog post.
You can be sure that I’m holding onto the words “thankfulness” and “gratefulness” like precious gifts from above.
3) Speaking of gratefulness, I am working with some amazing clients at the moment!
I know at the end of the day, it’s a business relationship, but working with such lovely, friendly, passionate, creative people, who love and support my work; getting to choose my own projects, come up with fun and exciting ideas, that are realistic for me to do, given my desire to be at home with my kids – is really a dream come true!
I love my work! If only it could pay more! Oh well, can’t win at everything!
4) Oh, I’ve got two trips coming up.
One to Singapore, with a couple of my closest girlfriends!
One to Tasmania, with my husband!
Yes, yes. It’s not exactly magazine-glamorous like Paris, Santorini or Turkey.
But hey, I could be stuck in a 7 hour transit at a foreign airport with my best girlfriends (or my husband) and have the Best. Time. Ever. It’s more about the sharing of experiences and the journey, than the destination for me.
5) So I know I say this ALL the time. And it’s probably an indication of how much I adore my kids and parenting over the years.
But I just have to say: My kids are at such a great age at the moment!
They are age 12 (year 7), age 10 (Year 5) and age 6 (year 1).
They are all funny, quirky, inquisitive, full of personality, confident, smart, interesting, little people, who I actually like to hang around with!
(Yes they are also annoying, loud, rude, obsessed with computer games, but that’s another blog post…)
6) OK I have seriously lost the plot with my exercise and healthy eating.
It’s all been very irregular, sporadic, disorganised, and haphazard… and it’s been um… 4 weeks?
I need routine! I need goals! I need some kind of plan! I just need to put on my running shoes and get outside, really.
I think I’ve put on about 3kgs. I think I’ve lost muscle mass. My super skinny jeans are a bit tight around my waist, hips, and thighs. And I need to unbutton them whenever I sit on my couch to enjoy my bowl of ice cream haha!
7) Lastly, do you remember that epic 200km bike ride that I did (in 2012 and 2013) called The Ride to Conquer Cancer?
I volunteered to be part of the Event Crew last year (2014) and I loved it. I dressed up as a giraffe and a frog.
So this year, I’m volunteering again! And yes, I’m dressing up again. I’ll leave it as a surprise, unless you’ve seen my snapchats, then you’ve probably seen me in my wig already haha!
I’m really looking forward to stepping out of my comfort zone and helping out a great charity event :)
Alrighty, I could go on and on!