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She died. I hoped like crazy that she wouldn’t, but she did. I never knew Charmaine or her mother Cynthia, but her story was special to me because I have been in a similar situation free minecraft games to.
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It is so, so wrong when cancer takes someone so young, and in such an awful way.
I am in awe-filled respect of this woman, who has opened her heart so honestly, in a way I have not been able to.
She has told the whole story, from the shock of the diagnosis, to the hopeful fund-raising for the treatment, the endless, invasive treatments. Charmaine grows from 4 to 6 years old while all this is happening, her whole world shaped by her illness. Cynthia shares her fears, triumphs, and even confesses to praying, in the end days, that her own daughter will die to end the suffering.
If you want to realise how insignificant your own troubles are, if you think you have had a shitty day at work, or you just can’t stand your kids’ bad behaviour anymore, then I invite you to read this post, a few days before Charmaine dies. But I warn you, you will need to have a big box of tissues nearby.
Since Charmaine has died, Cynthia has continued to write about her feelings, of loss, anger, and then depression, and her attempt to make sense of what has happened.
In 2009, I met Lance Armstrong, the cycling champion who has had cancer, survived, and raised hundreds of millions of dollars for cancer research.
I was inspired by him. He survived, and he has communicated to a lot of people about fighting cancer.
And I am inspired by Cynthia too. She too has communicated the experience of cancer in her own, powerful way.
Now I’m hoping to find my own way to communicate about it.