Wow. My baby is 3.5 months and I haven’t done any design work in ages!
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Right now, my life is warm and fuzzy, in a world of Mr Spider, clapping songs and cloth nappies legal music flatrate.
I guess it’s suddenly beginning to bug me. Having a kid at age 25, there are a few things I’ve had to come to terms with.
I’m having a hard time getting used to the fact that I’m not earning any money herunterladen.
Each month passes and I wish that I could put a dollar value to the things I’ve done.
Not that it’s about the money. Rather, the worth of the work I’m doing pages gratis downloaden mac. Because sometimes, when I’m in my trackies leaning over the laundry basin stirring a bucket of smelly nappies, I pause and think…
I find it hard to comprehend that I someone would pay me $50/hour for making silly graphical web banners, and NOTHING for this farm frenzy kostenlos downloaden. I go back to stirring, slowly puzzling over which of the two is worse.
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I watch my colleagues and contemporaries develop and evolve vivo.sx herunterladen. Their folios getting bigger. Experience ticking longer. I’m moving out of the loop so quickly. It scares me to think that I might be left on the corporate shelf and install winflash asus.
On the other hand, I think I want a career change. I’d like to do something with a lot more soul. Something worthwhile, with purpose and value e-mail programm herunterladen. I’d like to make a whole lot of good things happen.
I guess in the meantime I’ll be quite happy being a mum.